Thank God for Ava

Well yesterday was the start to a long 24 hours. I started bleeding yesterday morning and went in for a sonogram. There was still a heartbeat yesterday morning. After that however the bleeding began to get worse along with pain. This morning we repeated the sonogram and there was no longer a sac or heartbeat. There are not words to describe how I feel right now. I am going to deal with this the best I can and just put my faith in God that he knows what he is doing. I would have loved to have another baby but am beginning to think I should just enjoy the one I have. I am emotionally spent with the past 8 years of trying to have babies. Don't think I can handle anymore losses. Thank you all so much for the support you have shown us. We are planing on soaking up all the time with the miracle we already have. God reminds me how lucky I am to have such a special little girl.